Lately I’ve gotten really bad at friendships and being a good student and being engaged and I just need to remember not to be so anxious about these things. I need to remember that I’m not the most boring person on the planet, that people do want to be seen with me/ talk to me. That I’m not going to die alone without friends and a loveless shrew. At times I feel really abandoned which isn’t true, it’s just that people have their own lives and other times I’m part of the problem because I get too anxious to go out. This is an apology of sorts to friends who may be feeling ignored, I’m really trying to work on it and thank you for being beautiful human beings.
Am tipsy, need someone to make out with asap. Please deliver hot skinny nerd boy to my door.
I am sad and need company and puppies to compensate.
stress crying my way to an exam